After all, i though i'm strong. I'm strong enough to go on with my life without you. BUT I WAS WRONG. Yeah mmg tiap tiap mlm i fikir pasal you, tp i dont know why malam ni kuat gila ingatan i dkt you. Maybe sbb i baru stalk everythng pasal you. i tak tahu kenapa.
To be honest, i really miss you. Keadaan change so fast. Sekelip mata, i hilang you, you hilang i. Maybe i sounds or look okay, but if you really look inside my eye, you can see how much its killing me. Tapi smua tu dah lepas. Tak guna kan nk menyesal. Your life pun looks greater now. I really happy with that. F******* really makes you happy right? good then :)
If i have a chance to talk sometimes with you, i just want to let you know, i didnt get back my heart that you stole before. I tak boleh nak sayang org lain mcm i sayang you dulu. Maybe you rasa tipu, mmg you akan rasa pun, tapi yeah its true. Like i said before, orang yg aftr you akan malang sbb i tk kn sayang till the fullest. You are the first, and you are the last.
And now my life are really really totally totally different. I actually tk boleh ikut my new life. I prefer the old life. But yeah, we have to leave the past and face the future right?
By the way, my dad said he more likes you to be with me. He prefer you. Haha :D And cousin i smua kirim salam dkt you.
How great it is if you baca kan? haha. I know you tak kan baca this, tp i wish you were even you are not. Tapi bagus jugak if tak ada org baca sbb this is really stupid. Hmm.
I have no body to share with, so this blog are the option. Cakap lah kau sorg sorg Faiq. Last but no least, i hope you can feel how sucks i live without you. Its hard to get you out of my mind, really hard. padahal dah lama kan? hmm. Wishing you happy always. I know you did. Take a good care. I really miss you and yeah I'm still loving you like it was before, Ergh.
With tears, Faiq.
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